people probably think im purging after every meal or something, because I have thrown up twice this week. Tomorrow I will be getting a unfill and I cannot wait. This is totally not what I was aiming for. I am PRAYING my band has not slipped. PRAYING.
I have updates…some good, some bad, some awesome!!
1. I just got approved to study abroad in Austria!!! for a month. I am OVER THE MOON excited!!
2. I have no idea what my actual weight is, but I know I have to be somewhere close to 195. Im definitely getting a saggy booty in like every pair of jeans I own, so I went shopping this weekend.
3. Down from a size 18 to in between a 14 and a 12. What is life right now???!!!
4. In other news, Juanita (my band) has been giving me MAJOR problems.
Ill update you guys with a current picture. Get ready to be shocked.
Welcome to my journey! :)
Enjoy your stay, and don’t be afraid to show some love <3
before: February 2012 after: November 2012
Still crazy to me, and I legit feel like I’ve only lost 10 pounds. Its amazing how much weight loss has affected me. I used to be entirely consumed with everything I ate, feeling as if one thing would make me gain 5 pounds.
Now I do not feel as if I have to obsess over my weight anymore, mainly because I know what I need to eat. It is a definitely a lifestyle change, but I LOVE it. Getting Juanita (my band’s name) has been the best decision I have ever made.
and I feel great!
had an adjustment 2 days ago, and I have all soft foods to eat.
oh btw my band is named Juanita!